I'm a bad person. A very very very bad person!

Today is MinEr's birthday! A friend whom i've known since.... pri 5! And she's so tall and im so short. But we are friends! Not friends, its UBER SUPER GOOD FRIEND! And she's very nice very very nice! Even though we are always busy and all, we still meet up like twice or thrice a year! Like very little right! But but but then right, whenever we meet, we will always be talking talking talking! (or maybe its just me yakking away cos very long never see so got a lot of stories to tell) And we always go my house! She'll be reading comics and i'll play her THE SIMS. Then we eat dinner at my house (She likes my mother's chicken riceee!) then go home! or ... we just go watch movie and walk around! Even though we rarely meets, im glad we still meet and wont have this awkward aura or sth! So im really glad. She's the most understanding person :D she's the most stress person i've ever seen. She's not the most  ... mushy(?) feely kinda person. but there's one time she say she miss me through sms suddenly so i very very very touched!

060819 IS TODAY! Today is BIGBANG's 3rd anniversaaaaryy!!! And ytd is .... JIYONG'S BIRTHDAYYYY!!!!! this is the 2nd year loving bigbang for meee!! The first time was  ... watching a kohjidmal's performance. Then i see seungri then i like alrddd!!! cos there was this starting part then jiyong was rapping, then later was seungri's part then it was jiyong again! i like that part a lot a lot so i like them. and their songs very addicting. i can never never study with their songs on because i will end up stoning and listening to the song totally.

My ulitimate favourite favourite songs of theirs: (cos im old hag i like their old songs heh) She can't get enough, Shake it, Goodbye Baby, Next day, Crazy Dog and HEARTBREAKER (cos its so addicting and the mv is the wawawawawawahhh)

There may be like tons of boyband coming out and all. but they can NEVER NEVER be compared with Bigbang. Bigbang's style is more .... one of a kind. They are just different. So. i really like them heh :D and they can be retarded at times thats the bestttt!!

i really really like this picchar but i dont like TOP's hair!

Happy birthdaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyeeee!

Today... is a long dayy! But i managed to survive it! :D I very tired so i reach home and BANG.... go to sleeeep! until 9! then im here. so im very very very very very very very bad! sometimes, i hope they will give me a little more time because im slowly getting my concepts right and not getting confused over little things. so im very happy. but then i realise that there's too little time left for me. and i have to forcefeed myself with info. But then again, if they give me too much time, i'll probably forget everything and .... TADAAA. its all back to square one! so that sucks even more! and im really enjoying school so far! really! if not for the exams. meeting friends, eating the same old thing everyday. i really enjoy it but now, my 12 years of education thing is going to end soon. and i have to end it with ... alevels .... ok! im going to go offline and go .... read up for chem test tmr!

deeep inside i really wish i am stronger. today i bought a bottle of milk tea. but i cannot open the damn thing. like an idiot trying so hard. so i ended up not drinking the milk tea until i reach home. during tennis lesson, no matter how hard i try to hit the balls, they just wont go over the net. its slowly irritating me.

tmr's parent teacher meeting. lets just seee how it goes. i just hope mother wont go into those worrypanic mode neh~

i played volleyball todaaay! and basketball! so sporty! im actually the most lazy one who dont want to move from her spot and hit the ball. oh! i played tennis also! but i've beeeen trying my best to actually get close to the ball. i run alot today! (chasing after the ball cos i cant hit them) and ive been having sore legs when i reach home.

i think i learn a lot a lot this two weeks. even though i stil got lots lots lots to learn, but i think im slowly slowly trying to make improvements for myself. i told mother to give me more time. so im going to work hard hard. even though it doesnt seem so, but im trying my best secretly! keke! so i hope mother wont get worried too much abt it. its just how i do things. but i really appreciate what she's been doing to help me! and father too! father always prepare yum breakfast and lunchbox and prepare my uniform and pack my worksheets nicely every morning. mother always cook nice food, give me worry face, buy nice food for me, say sweet things and all. even though i dk how to say thank you, but i'll try to give my best ok!